Monday, March 2, 2015

Initial impressions

A quick update as to how starting felt and the things I noticed. To start off, I started at a relatively low dose Of Estradiol, and an average dose of T blockers. My personal combination was Vivelle-Dot patches and Spironolactone, as well as Finasteride. The first two weeks I didn’t really notice any physical changes. I did notice at the two week mark that I was feeling calmer. I didn’t have a bit of anger just under the surface as I had since I was a teenager. Then I noticed my acne had improved, well most of the time. About two weeks later, I again noticed that my moods had calmed even further, and in fact now I was occasionally just feeling good. Fast forward two more weeks. Month and a half now and I feel serene most of the time. Things that used to just stress me out are no longer really bothering me. That doesn’t mean I don’t have a normal range of emotions, but just that I am more often happy than being on the verge of being mad. I also at this point will spontaneously just feel joy, and be grinning from ear to ear. For absolutely no particular reason. So at this point I do remember thinking why would I ever want to go back to the aggression and anger of being a male again? Decision made, I will not be going back. End of story, well for now. Michelle

Countdown to coming out

HRT Time lime

Sunday, December 21, 2014

So Becoming Michelle may be misleading

So Becoming Michelle is a bit misleading. While I was assigned at birth being male, I’ve been Michelle in my mind since I was very young.


So this blog is about my coming to terms with that and my transition from being a male, to being Michelle, in every sense of the word. 

Michelle